These days, I get a badminton lesson from a trainer who did his activities kind of well as a professional athlete in this field. I decided to join that community club in order for me to be energetic by getting a fresh air from this sports. There are a plenty of people who are absorbed in this sports and sweat a lot by playing exciting games. I know they, especially those who have been there for a long time, are really proud that they are good at playing badminton in a stable/good position or in a certain form. I admit that they deserve it because they invested a lot of time and effort but sometimes their bragging and showing-up makes me get competitive. Of course they don't have any vicious intention to pull my leg on purpose but I often feel left-out. They never allow me to count me in just because I'm a new person and am poor in the way I get positioned. Anyway, since I'm a person who never knows a word "give-up", I will overcome any sort of difficulties and finally achieve my goal. 

I promised to myself that after one or two years from now I will beat them with my surprisingly improved ability in an ameteur game. For my future success, there is no way but to practice with my best effort day in and day out.

I will tell you then. I will be back with good news. hahaha.

To tell you the truth, it's been almost 3 and a half year since I was transferred to this Daejeon Branch. So I thought I was a little bit getting sick and tired of living here alone. In the past, after I got off work and went to my studio, I didn't know what to do. Especially, when my physical condition was down without any reason, I strongly felt like going straight to bed even without washing my hands and face. I hated to do nothing. As time goes by, I found myself doing the same action or behavior repeatedly. So one day, I realized that this is not a promising life for me as well as not a life that I pursue. if I do it again and again, I will eventually be degraded or down graded. I talked to myelf like that.

Finally, I stood up and tried to give my best shot to my daily life even though it is a routine and doesn't satisfy me at all. To have a fruitful and happy life, I needed something more strong stimulant or incentive so I picked up two things ; one is to study English again which was one of my favorite subjects in my middle and high school and the other is to be into some sports regularly which are badminton and marathon.

I hope you understand how I felt with my boring life in the past and how I changed my mind these days.

Don't forget that you are one of my supporters because I recovered my confidence to some extent thanks to not ony your cheering words in a class but also your best attitude to try teaching your students including me from your heart.

Thanks again and see you first week of April.