I promised to myself that after one or two years from now I will beat them with my surprisingly improved ability in an amateur game. For my future success, there is no way but to practice with my best effort day in and day out.

 I will tell you then. I will be back with good news. hahaha.

To tell you the truth, it's been almost 3 and a half year(s) since I was transferred to this Daejeon Branch. So I thought I was a little bit getting sick and tired of living here alone. In the past, after I got off work and went to my studio, I didn't know what to do. Especially, when my physical condition was down without any reason, I strongly felt  felt strongly about like going straight to bed even without washing my hands and face. I hated to do nothing. As time goes (went) by, I found myself doing the same action or behavior repeatedly. So one day, I realized that this is (was) not a promising life for me as well as not a life that I pursue(d). If I do (did) it again and again, I will (would have) eventually be(en) degraded or down-graded. I talked to myself like that.